sz-o

2010-02-21T17:00:00.002+08:00

omg i feel so lonely and alone D:

ah im nt despo okay seriously. and yeah, all my friends are v awesomee. but idk. sometimes i just feel... empty. haishyz. sad life kan me. i think im th most pathetic girl evr. help me D:

2010-02-13T21:13:00.002+08:00

ah i dont wna go sch anym D:

time to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

thanks ama, qis, huda, val, shiri, arinah, nabilah, alyaa and amsyar for a greaaaaaaaaaaaaaat friday! see, i told you friday is always a gd day :D

qis, dont worrryyyyyyyyyy, i still luv you!(:

time to sleep. dont text me till uh... 11am-12nn tmr.

Happy CNY and Valentines' day tmr~
oh and happy bday too, ahole. (:

2010-02-09T22:51:00.001+08:00

ahhahaha i look so minah!
ama tied for me my hair . i look v funny. definitely suits her more :D

2010-02-09T19:14:00.003+08:00

these last few days were crazy.

3 reasons why its crazy:

1. sleep deprivation = waking up late & sleeping in class fr every period except maths.
2. sch just sucks. seriously. evn science is boring now.
3. i dont have anyth to look forward to each day. D:

2010-02-07T18:39:00.005+08:00

madr was fuuunnnn hahah yeaaaah.

we've all changed. face it, who are we kidding, promising each other that Havocalistics are forever? we're kidding our own selves. i thought we were supposed to trust each other, trust that we'll keep secrets, trust that we can help each other in anything? then why arent we telling each other anything? maybe we're too busy with our own lives, i admit that i am, or maybe we just dont feel comfortable anymore. even when we go out together, it isnt the same as last time. we just play cards, talk about people not all of us know and then done, time to go home. yeah, maybe even i myself dont tell all of you my secrets, and i want that to change. but i dont wna be the only one pouring my heart out and breaking down. all my secrets, all my feelings are building up inside of me, and sometimes i just want somebody to listen and understand. im sorry all of us changed. and im sorry for thinking all of this. i just cant stand it anymore. its like, we were never in each others' lives. im sorry. i appreciate and am super grateful for the times we had together last time, when we were... inseparable, and i want those times back all over again but i know we wont be that close anymore.

homework left to do:
EL commonplace book "Ghosts"
Mr Chai's history practice test (5 more paragraphs jy~!)

2010-02-06T22:50:00.002+08:00

today was nice day :D

floorball = tiring+fun

clear chairs+set up boards(20 min)
warmup-8 rounds
pair passing
suicides(2)
pair passing
drills
pushups(12)
drills
squats(v long cos of fandi ass)
drills
suicides(2)
drills
squats(60-90 secs?)
game~
suicides(3, supposed to do ah 22 more)
cleared boards(1 1/2 mins to compensate for 2 suicides)

lol might seem v slack but no ok! hahah th drills are either v complicated/v penat.

thursday night training nxt wk~

MADRASAH TMR (L)

2010-01-27T21:44:00.008+08:00

wtf. im so fucking sick and tired of hearing the same excuse all over again. it just disgusts me to hear you stick up for that asshole, saying that shes younger and understands less. so, what, that gives her a fucking golden ticket to screw everything at home and get away with it? yeah, it does. and im so sick of the excuse of 'younger means stupider' WHAT THE FUCK the asshole can fucking say words like suck and understand sentences already so dont you fucking say shes too young to understand. when i was young, did you stop abah from caning me when abang yousuf argued with me over game of pokemon? did you tell him 'shes just a sweet little girl' like you did with the asshole now? oh no, you just fucking let me bleed from all th scars. what the fuck. how could you? how could you fucking let her get away just cos shes 'younger' ? what the fuck. i dont care that people thinks shes just oh-so-adorable or oh-so-cute and oh-so-sweet. i dont fucking care. you think you love all your children equally, when thats just one big fucking lie. its a fucking lie, and you know it, and you know that we know it too. it fucking hurts to stand there, knowing that all i fucking say is cancelled out just by the pitch of her oh-so-young voice that i cant fucking stand anymore.

and you, big asshole, dont fucking act like youre so fucking good. it makes me wanna spit and vomit at yr face. go to shit.

i live in a psycho house. dont blame me if i become psycho too one day.

2010-01-26T20:41:00.001+08:00

WTF YAY I GOT INTO ELDDS AH YAYAYAYYYYYYYYYYYY LIKE SERIOUSLY YAY~

but i still havent transfered. pray fr me!

2010-01-23T13:52:00.002+08:00

yesterday was a baik day w nabilah! :D

happy 18th birthday kakak. im sorry we didnt get to go out yeterday or tday. i promise you your shopping spree k(: i love you.

2010-01-19T19:27:00.002+08:00

oh and God, if you're still listening,
i still want to play for pasir ris primary school, please help change my father's mind. please.

2010-01-19T17:56:00.001+08:00

Dear God, if you

let me transfer out of track and into eldds
let me get out of mldds

then i'll love you and thank you and pray to you everyday. pls, and i hope you're listening.

2010-01-15T22:09:00.002+08:00

i can tell myself im perfect. i can pretend i dont have problems. i can fool everybody, including myself. i can believe that everybody likes me. i can remind myself that im moving on.

but i cant lie to myself anymore.

2010-01-13T18:38:00.002+08:00

Everything you love before, you dont love no more.
Keri Hilson feat. Akon - Change Me

but i just cant.

2010-01-13T15:30:00.002+08:00

Definition of -

No Offense:
Offending the person but asking them not to mind.

2010-01-09T18:24:00.002+08:00

been v tired this wk. feels like one month of sch alrdy D:

tmrw's madrasah. dont have th semangat to go like last wk. argh i want to go teens alive seh plssssss HAISH whywhyyyyyyy.

2010-01-05T18:10:00.001+08:00

yay 1st and 2nd day of sch, i loike!

2010-01-03T16:44:00.001+08:00

madrasah is okay yeyyy :D k cant wait fr nxt sunday wooooohyz. :D

2010-01-02T18:41:00.001+08:00

so much for bestfriends eh?

2009-12-31T20:16:00.000+08:00

R.I.P. The Rev.

2009-12-31T19:00:00.005+08:00

today's pics, i likeeee :D

i loveee th PSL shirt aaaand my braces yayyy~

another pic w syamilah. RED :D

2009-12-31T18:31:00.002+08:00

was fucking tired yesterday until tk larat nak pakai comp or otp w zul hahahahahha.

orientation is okay ah. 1st day is waaaaaaaaaaaayyy better than 2nd day seriously. homecoming also okay ah, boring tho. heh. i love cedar psb yay! :D

happy new year ppl~

2009-12-29T21:14:00.002+08:00

omg im seriously tired like fuck.
new record ah, 12 hours of standing/walking.

but had a nice day, tho. 1M was v enthu, i loikeee(: thanks 1M! heh.

k bye i wna do english compre then sleep earrrrlyyyy.
tired tired. sleepy sleepy, but must do hw! ah wtf,

2009-12-28T21:58:00.000+08:00

oh hahaha anw did i say that my kakak's muffincookie is v nice? hahahh kakak teach me how to bake!

2009-12-28T21:44:00.006+08:00

picspam~

hurhur camera, meet braces. :D

ignore th stoink face pls, focus on my dimple HEHEHEHE

eh omg my face looks fat! but anw, meet my boyfriend, zixin yeo~

heh no la but shes my bestf tho. (L)

omg maths homework is leceh seriously.

syamilah, adikku tersayaaaang~

2009-12-28T20:27:00.002+08:00

tday was... awesome hahahhaha. partly cos we ended orientation briefing v early at abt 12+ ? hahha. thenn crashed at nabs house and then met w shahf to go elias mall thr and play guitaaar. hahahah well at least, they did. i did maths heheheh see im a gd girl :D hhaha.

k bye. tmr waking up at 5 omg cn die seriously! D:

2009-12-27T21:00:00.001+08:00

oh and did i say tt my mum has a iphone? MY MUM HAS AN IPHONE DAMNIT. and to think tt IM supposed to be th one whos in the tech-savvy generation. sheeeeeeesh.

2009-12-27T20:56:00.000+08:00

watching sezairi perform Crazy now, IM VOTING FR HIM HEH HEHH(:

2009-12-27T18:58:00.002+08:00

im rotting at homee T.T

tmr going sch tho. then planning to singgah tamp west cc fr th 3on3 floorball competition if sempat (:

today singapore idol finals!

heh, oh and i finished science and half of maths homework yesterday YAY~

2009-12-26T11:28:00.003+08:00

been using th small notebook lately, and theres no webcam! D: sheeeeeeez, bt im nt complaining cos this baby's gonna be mine soon! :DDDD

tday no plan to go out.... so might as well start on homework eeeeee.

hahaha my moodswing these few days rabak pe. hahahaha and i just realised tt i post alot these days.

ah i wanna watch dvds. is somebdy kind enough to have me crash at their house for moviez pleeeeeeeez. D:

2009-12-25T20:23:00.002+08:00

i rmbr th days when havocalistics were so inseparable. When we were so close we told each other everything, and understood one another without any verbal exchange. When we were always seen together, and people would spit in jealousy at the sight of our whole friendship.

thats all gone now. if i had to be raped or kill a hundred times to get those times back, i would. Gladly.

2009-12-24T20:32:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAH im using th notebook/netbook now test test hahahahha be jealous chey no laaa hahah k bye

2009-12-24T18:27:00.003+08:00

YAY HES OFF TH PHONE AND I DONT HEAR ANY FIERCE "SAJIDAH COME HERE" AHHHH RELIEEEEEEEEEFFFF.

and i just rmbred. im nt going teens alive nxt yr, off to some eunos madrasah. HAISH sedih like seriously. im gna start all over. its like sec 1 agn, only worse cos probably im like th new kid which is scary. i dont feel like blogging anymore.

2009-12-24T18:24:00.002+08:00

SHITSHIT my bpk is on th phone fr quite a long time and im scaaaaaareddd its mr tan reporting things abt me cos my bpk hardly gets any calls and th last time he did, he lectured me fr nt being responsible and all tt moral shit argh crapcrapcraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap.

if i dont make it out alive, tell my family and friends i love them.

2009-12-23T22:18:00.002+08:00

OH AND DID I TELL YOU IM GONNA GET A (kinda) NEW NETBOOK? OMG SO FUN SO FUN NXT YR CN BRING TO SCH (i think) YAY~

2009-12-23T22:08:00.002+08:00

tday was fun(: going out is healthy, really. laughing is healthier, trust me. :D

laughed like fuck after telling th psls about th my best friend vicky video before registration debrief HAHA zixin and me made up stories respectively(:

Zx's one is funnier tho, so sry ah zixin if i postd this when you din want it to be on th net. must share th joyyyyyy~
"Last summer i went to my cousin's persuading. Then when i was taking a stroll, i felt i stepped on something and associate. I screamed and ran and saw the groom. He touched my bread. But i like it. Coincidentally my cousin saw it and chicken nut bread, then died. And i became the bride(: "

hahah omg Zx, should make up our own words! :DDDD

thanks to syamir and nabs fr accompanying me buy my converse(: oh and th shoe was kinda tight w socks ok! hahahahh k syamir you owe me picz :D!

2009-12-22T19:43:00.002+08:00

tmr Sec 1 Registration YAY :D

my room is cleaaaaaaaaaaaaannn ahhhh, at least, my side is. record time 6hrs ah satisfaction much. OH AND i breaked my own record also for KEEPING TH ROOM CLEAN FOR MORE THAN 24 HOURS YAY IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF GRINGRIN.

slept on th sofa for last monday(yesterday actually) and sunday night. was nice. i wanna sleep outside every night now. :D

must finish maths and eng by tmr! mustmustmust.

2009-12-19T20:16:00.002+08:00

got from nadhrah's blog! :

10 things you want for Christmas:
$$$$$$moneyyyyyy$$$$$$$$
all fats in me be gone! :D
Everlast shoes
More bestfs(:
Kucing/Anak Kucing
Xabi Alonso to go back to Liverpool
Rafael Benitez sacked HEHEHEHHH
Stamina boost
Learn Muay Thai
My parents allowing me to make my own decision abt th tudung -.-

9 musicians/bands you love:
Atreyu
Beyonce(:
Kanye West
All Time Low
Cobra Starship
Avenged Sevenfold
Chris Brown
Taylor Swift
Ne-yo

8 things you do everyday:
Check Blog.
Hug Syamilah
Sleep
Watch tv for 4-5hrs straight
Read Sports section of Newpaper
Read book. Any book.
Eat ice HEHEHE.
Eat.

7 things you enjoy:
days when im in gd terms w family
lepak
shop fr MY stuff but nt w MY money HEHEHE
movies!
deep talks w friends
late night phone convos w ppl i care abt,
getting $$$ HEHHEH

6 things that will always win your heart:
Good Humour(:
Click well w me,
Caring
A good listener,
Understanding,
Great heart(:

5 favorites:
Movie: A walk to remember.
Song: You're not sorry - Taylor Swift
Book: none,
Food: Lasagna yummmm.
Season: Spring.

4 smells you enjoy:
Any nice perfume(:
Lasagna/Pizza/Pasta baking,
Cookies baking yummm.
Any nice soap smell(:

3 places you want to go:
Spain.
London.
Turkey.

2 Favorite Holidays:
Hari Raya.
EOY Holidays(:

1 person you’d marry on the spot:
this one idk hah(:

2009-12-19T20:12:00.001+08:00

tday went dental. people there are very friendly, i like(:

my bapak is gna give me $$$money$$$ to buy new sch shoes. anybdy wna accompany me carik kasut? :D

2009-12-18T21:18:00.002+08:00

i think im having a rly bad moodswing now D:

2009-12-18T16:00:00.002+08:00

IM BACK.
langkasuka beach resort's definition of a "4-star hotel" needs some help. somebody help them, cos im nt going back. hahahahhhhahhahah k wah im so glad to be out of there can.

im nt gonna post what i did there, cos it'll be v boring and you all oso sure dont want read what kan. hahahah so i shld ramble abt th amount of homework i hv to do now hahahahah no la. eh im so boring now SHEEEEEEEEZ. k bye.

2009-12-13T21:09:00.003+08:00

500th post, wah din realise tt i posted TT much hah(:

ah going langkawi tmr in th morning D: i'll miss my sms buddyyyyyyyy DDDDDDD:

havent finish packing. wah. i bet th two showers are gna be hogged tmr morning. HAISH k bye everybdy, will be back on friday(:

2009-12-12T16:06:00.002+08:00

omg theres too many nabilahs in s'pore! hahahah

eh and i just realised tt my blog doesnt have th "Content Warning" crap you see before entering almost every other blog hahahahahahahah see i am angel :D LOLLLL mcm phm.

langkawi on monday morning, back on friday afternn/night i guess. HAISH can i stay home cos its nt rly a holiday if you're walking arnd th whole day. isnt th point of a holiday is to relax -.-

cnt wait for sunday(tmr) night! *big smile*

2009-12-10T20:34:00.006+08:00

firstlyyyy, I WANNA SAY I LOVE NURUL HUDA BTE SARIFUDIN(did i say tt right?) COS SHES MY BESTF wooh! :D thanks alotttttttt eh beb for th post dedication, lyvm! (:

hahahah went to ama's on tuesday to do homework since nab *points lazer eyes* din rply me . stayed till 9 and ate mee hoon goreng mama for dinner yum.
(sidetrack: TABITHA WENT OUT WTF ALMOST CRIED WATCHING HER CRY WTF WTF)

went out w nabs today to do hw. so much for hw eh! hahaha ended up at elias mall and at pasir ris park sitting at the waterbreakers/rocks talking alot and enjoying winddddddddd yay nice day today!

ah im tired SOMEBODY TEXT ME :D

2009-12-09T21:31:00.000+08:00

omg im so tired of black time for change! :D

2009-12-07T18:08:00.002+08:00

came suuuuuuuuuuuuuperrrr duper close to telling him yesterday. omg lucky i stopped myself bfore i cld :S

yay Singapore for defeating myanmar HEHEHEHHHH :D

2009-12-06T19:33:00.000+08:00

Syamilah: But I want you to read the book what.
Kakak: I'm sleepy. I read tomorrow okay.
Syamilah: I cannot sleep without reading what.
Kakak: Why you like to say what at the end?
Syamilah: I like to say what, what.

2009-12-06T18:41:00.004+08:00

so much for not dwelling on the past eh? ive been feeling damn regret evr since i found and read my old convos. daaaaaaaaaaamn.

im sorry. i din see clearly, all th signs you were giving me. im sorry for hurting your feelings. im sorry for being so selfish. im sorry.

haish. time to relive the present and do my hw D:

2009-12-05T22:54:00.002+08:00

hard to say this, but man, ive nvr felt so lonely in my life before.

anw. time to stop dwelling on th past and mooveeeeeeee onnn. dont know how im going to, but i will. i have to.

2009-12-04T21:32:00.005+08:00

TLC camp.

wah skip tinggi perrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr hehehhhhh.
my boobz dont show yay hahahhhh

the super duperrrr frustrating game. i was th only one w th socks off heh.
(note: fat legs alerttttttt.)
Awesome Astronauts HEHHHHE :D

not rly united pic, but still niceee.

love <3

2009-12-04T19:20:00.002+08:00

din keluar today cos
1) kak atikah told us tt december tarian training is cancelled. ALL. wah.
2) ama and the rest din wna go out tday.

wah. wasted eh mandi siang2. sheeeez.

anw. webcammed tday w syamir , since nbdy who has a webcam onlined. (:

im haaaaaaaaaaaaappppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. yknw why? COS CHARLES DA BLAH ON SINGAPORE IDOL HHAHAHAHHAHAHA YAYAYAYYYYY but then top three are damn gd haish.

abg yousuf's hogging the comp ! D: i wna onlineeeee. syamilah's laptop (YAH WTF KAN ? WTF KAN THE LITTLE GIRL HAS A LAPTOP) doesnt have msn. HAISH.

2009-12-03T17:28:00.002+08:00

ow ow ow my right index finger/nail hurrrrrrrttttts cos i clipped the nail too deeply. yeeeesh,

anw. planned to get out of the house and lepak but i cldnt hear th details. so tt means tt a) i din get out from th house and b) i have to korek my telinga tonight haish.
tmrw im gna go out anw. tarian in th morning and aft tt maybe keluar w ama yayyyyyyyyyy :D

eh yesterday siape keluar singapore idol ah?

2009-12-02T13:25:00.003+08:00

i din know when i started to become really boring, but i know that things change because of me/my attitude/anything you say. yep, human nature to point fault at anything but yourself.

ah i miss syamilah. trying to sleep yesterday was v creepy heh brrrrr.

2009-11-30T18:02:00.002+08:00

i shld close this blog soon. its v dead and nbdy visits it anym.

hahahah whaaaaaaaat an emo opening line.

anw. it was greaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat going out w havoc last last friday (thanks you all muahmuahmuah) and last wk was a v tiring wk seriously!! fever on sat din allow me to go open house. still feeling v shitty for nt going cos
1. i had a PERFORMANCE on tt day and my positions were such that if empty, its damn obv.
2. the EL booth needed manning and i feel so screwed and crappy cos not only was i taking TWO shifts, we also had a lack of ppl.
3. I FRIGGIN MISSED OUT ON TH GREAT FLASHMOBS WTFWTF.

yeah. very crappy. man am i v ashamed to show my face on friday's tarian. :S

the only good thing coming out from all this shit? my mum gave me a lanyard when i was getting ready to go out and buy one. oh and my bro also shared me his mcwings meal . see, staying at home actually made me closer to my bro. love(:

oh and thanks zul for understanding evryth and being so sweet about it(: yeah i know ive only known him fr about... a month now but truly, hes th greatest friend/listener anyone could ever have.(:

kakak's off to jogjakarta and returning on the 5th.
syamilah's off to KL and returning on the 3rd.
im gonna have the room all by myself. scary or what.

2009-11-21T11:25:00.005+08:00

yesterday=blast! :DDDDDDDDDDD

got out of house at 9 cos there's tarian at 10. was waiting for 23 when kak izah texted tt abg rizal cancelled th training D: so nowhere to go, asked nab if cn crash at her house. slacked in her room and went out at 1.40 to meet havoc!:D

ate at macs, din finish mcspicy, got chilli sauce on my shirt so tried to wash and dry it in th macs toilet. heard some kid in the toilet saying weird exclamation like VROOOOOOM and all tt. found out tt it was a BOY and laughed like crazy. went TopShop and ESPRIT(where we all got crazy over how nice all th things are there:D) then 81 to blocks 191 to play taiti and 50. aisyah went home and th three of us continued w 50 and talked after stopping th game. got home at 6.45.

at night, abang taught me and abang yousuf how to play German and Russian taiti(HAHA COOL KAN, game is played only between two ppl) . v fun ah, shld teach nab and th rest heheheh and 7 Diamonds(the more th ppl the better) and i won one taiti match w abang playing(bangga ah cos abang the pro sia in taiti). abang told me what was straight flush and royal flush hahahaha and abang yousuf got royal flush (:
aft tt me and abang yousuf continued playing taiti for about 3 hours, from 9-12 (: he was pro in German and i was pro in Russian heheheh.

thumbs up fr tday!:D

i loveeeeeeeee havoc and my abangs v much(:

wah long and boring post alert

2009-11-21T11:12:00.002+08:00

hahahaha just had to do this. got this from huda's blog.

Finish the sentence
1. I've come to realise that my ex is... not worth loving in th first place HEH :D

2. I am listening to... huda's (annoying) blog song hahahahahahah

3. I talk... when i feel like talking.

4. I love... Havocalistics Family Cats/Kittens

5. My best friends... are v awesome and i love them v v v v v much :D

No #6 ... is v cool cos turn it arnd and it becomes 9 YAY MY FAVE NUMBER HEHEH

7. I lost... respect fr a group of ppl(nab i think you know who?)

8. I hate it when people... dont notice it when you wave to them across th street

9. Love is... much more complicated than what it seems like.

10. Marriage is... scary? hahahahahahahh

11. Somewhere, some people... are starving and here i am not finishing my mcspicy and meltz.

12. I'll always... love and rmbr my bestfs!

13. I have a crush on... no one(:

14. The last time I cried was because... uh... actually i don rmbr hahahaha.

15. My mobile phone is... heavy walao!

16. When I wake up in the morning... i check my phone before anyth else.

17. Before I go to sleep at night... i put my phone at the foot-end of my mattress.

18. Right now I am thinking about... where to buy the phone strap.

19. Babies are... v cute! :D

20. I get on myspace... uh.... um.. never actually.

21. Today I... bathed early hahahaha and will meet my madrasah bebs!:D

22. Tonight I will... be otp w zul(:

23. Soon I will... go to TLC and PSL camp!:D

24. I really want... ESPRIT clothes and 2008 back! D:

25. The person who is most likely to re-post this is... idk ahahah anybody!

2009-11-15T19:05:00.008+08:00

aku mesti chill. i must rmbr tt

Imitation is the Greatest form of Flattery (heh got this from minahspeak.lj)

i musnt explode. dont explode. dont explode. please, dont explode.
just remember that i came up w hellozxoh and jgn happyhappy goodgood je rip without asking me k dont be a btch.

2009-11-15T18:21:00.001+08:00

OMG WHAT A BTCH.
i nvr thought you wld be like tt. seriously, i din knw this side of you. after all those times, i only know the true you now. youre one top btch.

2009-11-14T19:08:00.002+08:00

WHY. arghargh fuckfuck whywhyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. why cant i forget? why do i still hv tt feeling. wtf. whywhywhywhyyyy. i wna love him, but i cnt cos of the fuck feeling. argh shit whywhyy. why isit still HERE. wtfuckkkkkkkkkkk whyyyy.

oh btw i collected my phone alrdy. feels diff. prefer dad's nokia actually. hehh.

WHYYY!

2009-11-13T14:55:00.002+08:00

ah. nice day tday. dark weather= <3 heh.

i'll jog late tday, aft 9. tv comes first ^^ teehee.

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k just lost the mood to blog. heh. k bye

2009-11-12T19:00:00.002+08:00

taken from qis's blog(:

1.This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it?
- hah idk see first.

2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
- HAHAHA GROSS OR WHAT I MARRY NABILAH HAHAHAHAHA WTFZ.

3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
- no. cos i cldnt wake up later.

4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
- uh. 30 mins ago? w zul hahha.

5.What is the last thing someone bought you?
- idk i dun rmbr hahaha.

6.What’s something that can always make you feel better?
- siblings getting kecoh over some cockroach or bee in the house hahahahahahahhah.

7. What are you excited for?
- SEC 1 ORIENTATION HUHUHUHUUUUU.

8. What were you doing yesterday?
- which part of yesterday?

9. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
- idk. either syamilah or zul hahahahahah mcm phm.

10. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
- ice? hah

11. Have a best friend?
- yupz(:

12. Are you scared to fall in love?
- sometimes. after major hurting? hahahhaha

13. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
- yeah, BUT DONT DO PREMARITAL SEX OR ANY TAK SNOH SNOH ACTIVITY OK.

14. First & second person you wanted to punch in the face?
- heh two teachers at sch.

15. What time is it right this second?
- 7.12PM.

16. What do you want right now?
- get out of track.

17. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
- um. syamilah heh

18. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
- idk. single? hah. and confused i guess.

19. When was the last time you cried?
- monday.

20. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
- sometimes.

21. Do you find it hard to trust others?
- idk. depends ah.

22. How fast does your mind change?
- hahahah v fast!:D

23. I bet you miss somebody right now.
- yupz, my deardearrrr abang who's in Sabah right now hahahahah

24. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
- no.

25. Why do you think so many people cheat?
- cheat what? cheat money? cheat young kids? idk. cos they dont have a life? haha

26. Tell me what's on your mind.
- whether i should jog tonight cos its malam jumaat brrrrrr,

27. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
- MEETING MY FRIENDZZZZY!:D

28. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
- um.... idk. i guess so hah.

29. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
- number 1 top friend? thats so meaaaaaaaan. all your bestfriends shld be equal yknow yknow.

30. When is your next road trip?
- road trip? you mean holiday? on the 14th dec.

31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
- yupz, thanks zul(:

32. How's your heart?
- idk... weird. heh

33. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
- yup. lotsa times.

34. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
- hahh idk.

35. What are you planning on doing after this?
- bathe then sleep hahahahhahaha wait first decide whether to ignore her advice and go tarian tmrw or nt heh.

36. When will your next kiss take place?
- hahha i dont evn have a first kiss. LIPS STILL PURE WOOOH ~

37. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
- um. tday? nope.

38. Who do you not get along with?
- hah teachers at sch.

39. What does your 3rd recent text say?
- " U hv now been rewarded with 10 Free Local SMS for sending 5 Local SMS today!Pls use yr Free Local SMS by 2359hrs(SG time) today. " -7001(starhub) hhahahah

40. What are you wearing right now?
- house tee and skirt.

41. Are you wasting your time on the person you like?
- um. idk. no i guess.

42. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
- i hv no idea hah

43. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
- idk reallly hah.

44. How did you feel when you woke up?
- sad hah.

45. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
- hah nope.

46. Do you crack your knuckles?
- sometimes. in front of matz and minahz HAHAHHAH no la.

47. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
- sleepingggg.

48. What are your LEGAL initials?
- got illegal one eh? anw. its M and S.

49. Who's the first B in your contacts?
- BadiCEDAR hahahahah

50. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
- idk hah.

51. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
- told you ive got no top friend.

52. Last awkward moment?
- yesterday w the psls ahahah

53. Are you afraid of the dark?
- yep,

54. Do you have good vision?
- yep,

55. Have you ever tripped someone?
- yah hahah and he kicked me D:

56. Have you ever slapped someone?
- YUP

57. Are you Irish?
- why irish. why cannot "Are you Swiss" or "Are you Islamic" hahahahhahahah k anw no im nt irish.

58. Do you use chap stick?
- chap stick ape bende hah

59. Do you have any scars?
- yeah. abit only. ily my tough skin TEEHEE.

60. Is there someone you will never forgive?
- um. no.

61.Do you laugh off embarrassing moments?
- hahah no. i'll still be damn embarrassed hehehehe.

62. Name the last person to text you?
- Rachel.

63. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
- idk depends.

64. Can you go in public looking like you do?
- yeh

65. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
- dont sleep on a bed.

66. Is it easy for someone to make you smile?
- yeh hahh

67. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
- freak out? hahahahah

68. Do you fall for people easily?
- idk. depends.

69. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
- ehheheh syamilah!

70. Do you miss the way things used to be?
- yupz. but im nt complaining abt the present, either(except fr the fact tt im in track)

71. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
- most of the times.

72. Song you're thinking of right now?
- Broken Hearted Girl-Beyonce , seriously niceeee go hear!

73. Want someone back in your life?
- no

74. Will tomorrow be better than today?
- no

75. What’s the color of you’re shirt you are wearing?
- white

76. Has anyone ever sang or played music for you personally?
- yah hahahahahahahah funny but sweetttt.

77. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
- isnt it obv.

78. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
- nope, i guess. hah

79. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
- happyyyyyy(:

80. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
- sometimes only. heh (:

2009-11-10T19:16:00.007+08:00

WTF. you've turned him into a stranger to us. you've CHANGED her. wtf? wah siallah and you still have the nerve. wah serious la eh, what're you after? you wanna make us more miserable, eh? you want her all for yourself? W.T.F. who you think you are seh? eh, blood runs deeper than water la. i dont fucking care if youre WAAAY older than me and that i should respect you, but pls eh, you dont deserve my respect uh. you dont deserve ANY of our respect. wtf sia, you think this one funfair isit? come into her life and then ruin all our lives skali? you think you can win us over, with all your gifts and time? maybe you CAN win THEM over, but not me. you can try all you want la eh, cos honestly, i dont fucking care about you. cos YOU, took HIM AWAY from ME. YOU, took HER AWAY from ME. i dont care la eh, if you become my guardian or what shit, cos you took the two most important people in my fucking life away from me. and by you doing that, youre taking the rest of them away from me. wtf? why? whywhywhywhy? dont YOU have your own people? why must take MINE away from ME? pls la. give them back to me. pls leave them alone. pls. all im asking is for you to FUCK OFF from our lives. pls.

HELLO! k bye. teehee!(:

2009-11-10T11:38:00.006+08:00

hahah no tarian today YAY. haha cikgu called me eaaaaaaarly in the morning and told me to tell farizan. told farizan and she was screaming her head off hahahahhahaha k anw.

today's plan: WATCH LOONEY TUNES HAHAHA oh and lepak if nabilah's mum is in good mood(:

some pics now. idk why ppl are having prob with blogger uploading pics. hahahah weird.

Huda, Me, Ama, Khairiah, Qis. Favourite pic!(:

hahaha me. quality image nt tt good but i like this pic cos my foot seems long for once and my face is covered hehehhhhh.

my jiran's kucings. CUTE KAN WTF where are they now...

oh actually i know why ppl are having trouble. cos they upload alot of pics in one goooo. hahaha sape tanye seh maryam. k bye.

2009-11-09T19:33:00.000+08:00

oh and baik ah kakak for buying the Light Cheesecake !:D

2009-11-09T19:18:00.003+08:00

To my bestf Zul,

you might nt be reading this but thankyou for listening to my problems tirelessly and making me laugh even when im in my worst mood. thanks for still trying to cheer me up evn after me offending you so many times. thanks for taking time to call me every morning and night even if its only cos you wanna hear Syamilah's PA system. thanks for forgiving me every time i make a huge mistake. oh and lastly thanks for introducing me to melayu songs. (:

2009-11-06T15:29:00.005+08:00

long time no blog. hah.

yesterday go lepak w nadiah nabilah syurhan and zulfiqar. played dai di, 21(then 30 then 35 then 45 then 50 i think hah) aaaaaand bluff hah. sat in the drizzle and got scolded by some resident cos of nabilah's (annoying) laugh and exclamations hahahahahahahahahahahaa funny or whut .

im sick(literally) today.

AT TAMAN WARISAN HEH.

(my muke tkle cramp lagi hahaha but fun pic!)

2009-11-02T18:34:00.002+08:00

haha, posting this one day late. but,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALYAA AQILAH!
7 years (and counting) already! :D love ya beb.

and the rest of havoc too. we're nt as close as we were in primary sch. even if you have forgotten our friendship, its okay, cos i'll remember all of you foeva(:

2009-10-24T21:30:00.001+08:00

i remember those days when our blogskins show:

LOVES : HIM<3
WANTS : TO LAST FOREVER WITH HIM <3

or when the HIM you are referring to isnt yours yet,

LOVES : HIM<3
WISHES : HIM<3

ah. those were the times.

2009-10-18T18:59:00.003+08:00

Changed blogskin! yeah i know, black/grey again but cant help it what, i like simple teehee(:

just now lepak and talked to nab. even tho it was short, it made me feel better(:
talked about ALOT of things. hanif, parents, cikgu amira, sumer masuk. hahahah.
thanks eh nab, for listening and all :D lyvm!

oh and thanks to qis and huda too for listening to my rantings.(: love you all v v much! :D

man, am i problematic. wellz.

2009-10-15T17:00:00.003+08:00

THANKS TO ALL THE PEEPOZ OF TH WORLD WHO WISH ME HAPPY BDAY YESTERDAYYYY and TODAYYYY!! heheheheh and thankyou nabilah fr the post dedication, loveyouuuu v much!

hahahaha. tday was END OF EXAMS !:D:D:D:D:D:D loveloveloveeeee. tmrw's PPL interview spoils my mood tho. i was aaaaaaaaaaaaall ready to sleeeeeeeep daaaaamn late tday and wake up daaaaaaaamn late tmrw. thanks ah interview. thanks ah.

ANW. tday was fuunnnnn ~!
went to tamp w qis, khairiah, huda and shiri. planned to celebrate my bday. but ama din come cos she watch movie w her mum GRR hahahahahahhaha.

k anw ate then walked around for.... 4 hours STRAIGHT without any break? syiok pe hahahahahhaha . thanks you ppl! they rly made me forget what made me saaaaad and all tt. lovelove you ppl!

THANKS TO QISTINA FOR BUYING FR ME THE PENCIL CASE YOOOO (: ly!
oh and sorry fr nt sticking up fr you in the library like shiri did. i went to library to read, nt to make enemies. heheheheheh sry yeh if you tersinggung or smth D:

tday= blast day! :D

oh yeah, lastly.
KAKAK and ABG YOUSUF, if you're reading this, THANKYOUU ALOOTTT FR THE BDAY PRESENTS! LOVE YOU ALL TO THE MAXXXXXXXXX!
13 ALREADY(:

2009-10-09T18:58:00.001+08:00

will remove blog soon.

2009-10-06T21:01:00.001+08:00

oh, and thanks alooooooooooooooooootttttt to the coolio senior who takes the bus w me every morning and who i dont rly know for sharing w me umbrella this morning when its raining giler babz! :D thankkkkkkyooooooooooooooooo.

2009-10-06T20:54:00.002+08:00

did i mention tt the comp gets boring-er each day and i rly shld stop using the comp cos thr's nth to do on th comp? see, evn my typing skills get worse-r each day. its okay. shall sleep now hahahahhahahhahhaahhahh.

btw i keep owe-ing ppl money these days. actually i only owe qis alot of money $$$ but at least i pay back knnnnnn? THANKS QISTINA ALOOOOOTTTT ye lah ye lah kau baikkkkk :D
hahahahahahha i ate kfc yesterday and tday. shall not eat fast food anymore cos fast food=fat hahahahahahahaha.

school is boring.

5683.

2009-10-04T21:47:00.003+08:00

all the talk about EOYs are depressing.
esp when ppl start talking abt retaining fr a year if you flunk.
what did i say? depressing.

nvr thought life wld be THIS depressing, so shld study soon to be happier hahahah doesnt make any sense. hw cn studying like mad make you happy. huh. but still. will start mugging for 30 mins before sch starts instead of sleeping. and shall go home straight and on air con(which contributes to global warming. but pah?) and mug like crazy.

tmrw's mini shopping aft sch is still on though. TEEHEE :D

oh and i cut my hair tday. not really obvious but its shorter than before and my fringe is... more than before? QUITE okay la i guess.

THERES D&T TMRW YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYYYYY
and EL and MT. so shld bring mugging materials (e.g. earphones and chocolate) for self-study yay D:

2009-10-01T22:44:00.000+08:00

JALAN RAYA 2009 = BLAST! :D

shall continue more tmrw (:

2009-09-30T16:28:00.001+08:00

i typed this:

Dear God ,
I WANT HAVOCALISTICS BACK !
please ?

TWO years ago. and im agn waiting for God to give me my bestfriends and past back.

2009-09-29T18:44:00.005+08:00

im rly pissed? hah. but shall try to be human fr the rest of th post!

anw. thursday pasirian jalan rayaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~! wheeeee huhuhuhuuuu long time seh nvr bond together and all tt. but gt problem ah. long story short, i dont hv any baju raya to wear on thursday T.T .

sch is okay. havent started mugging. worried, panicked, but cnt bring myself to mug. haiya. BLAJA W ME LEH SOMEBODY TMRW.
anw. the journey to home aft sch has been a blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaast fr the past few days/weeks? been going home w Curls, Putih, Fringe, YZX cos no more cca hahahahaha and no remedial and all? hahaha funfunnnnn and hv been dropping at tamp to get on bus 3 :D

i still miss NAMA/ASSS/MANA/SAMA though.
[flashback hahahahha-
mr matnoor(?) : I HATE NAMA!
havoc : huh? saper NAMA?
mr matnoor(?) : (dgn semangatnye point) N(points to Nabilah, A(points to Aisyah) , M(to me) , A(points to Alyaa) .
(circular motion dgn vigorously) NAMA! (walks away) ]

aaaaaaand sorryyyyyyyy ALYAA cos we nvr go your open house! my dress code salah ah and me and farah takut seh tengok rumah kau bnyk org serang. actually aku nk col kau ajak lepak instead (bodoh sia aku. tu open house KAU hahaha) tpi prepaid aku da expire ( D: ) .

EXAM TIMETABLE FOR THIS WK:

ENGLISH - PAPAR 1; 8-9.45
PAPER 2; 11-12.40

HML - PAPER 1; 8-9.30
PAPER 2; 11-12.30

somebody save me.

2009-09-15T21:44:00.003+08:00

nbdy understands. not evn the counsellor mum. seriously, i shldnt evn have tried explaining in the first place.

bad days, bad days.

2009-09-11T12:52:00.003+08:00

oh, and I LOVE SITI AISYAH BTE NOORHISHAM(did i get that right?) FOR MAKING ME LAUGH AND CHEERING ME UP SO MUCH LUVLUVLUV HER TO THE COREEEEEEEEEEE LOVEEEEE! teehee. (:

2009-09-11T12:46:00.002+08:00

evn in my depressing state yesterday, Abg Yousuf and Syamilah still managed to make me laugh and smile. luvluvluv them <3333333

Abg Yousuf: *applying toothpaste aft stung by bee* wah sedap ni. confirm fresh sensation ah pas ni, *grins cheekily*

hehehe i love them siblings(:
except for taha who manages to make me scream at him for minimum twice a day. tts 14 times a week on average. hooh.

2009-09-10T21:55:00.005+08:00

sometimes, truth and reality just hurts. and it hurts evn more when you know that nobody's there to pick you up.

sorry alyaa. for everything.

it'll be better if i shut my mouth next time.

2009-09-10T20:35:00.002+08:00

finally made some time to blog, nt tt i was evn busy. heheheh

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AISYAH LUVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV~!

hehehe. :D i wna go out w havoc but.... meh.

anw. hopefully cn go training. im so sick of home. D: eurgh.

my homework's nt evn touched evn tho ive been home for..... 6 days now. how sad am i.

2009-09-07T22:12:00.006+08:00

this is gonna be a looooong post(by my standards), brace yourselves.
IGNORE THIS POST(unless you are bored out of your mind and is tired of facebook).

ILYVM AISYAH AND THANKS FR THE TUMBLR POST <3333333333333
My life really sucks right nw tt i cant get out of the house. Really, this is house arrest.
I feel so sad and lonely and so empty. Who cares about getting boyfs when you dont even know which friend(s) you can rely and depend on? Sure, ive got havoc with me, but sometimes i dont even FEEL like im part of the group, and im not blaming anyone of you for this, cos i know, what i feel is my own fault(im not being sarcastic, really). yeah, i know that theres explanations and reasons behind that (like maybe how hard it is for you all to communicate w me cos im always sleeping, i admit i lovelovelove to sleep but i know the limit, yo, and im not trying to be overly-defensive about my sleeping problem ok!(: or cos im always not online?)but i dont really wanna hear all that, not now. The rest of my primary sch friends are moving on and living the "secondary school" life. So there, primary school friends, not much of a problem, so its okay, cos people(not havoc, seriously) change and yadayadayada. SECONDARY school friends? man, i dont even KNOW anymore. all's too complicated. I'm sort of... o-kay w all my secondary sch friends but i dont have BESTFRIENDS and they're what makes you look forward to going to sch right? i cant believe it if im gonna live my next 4(wait, no, 3) years with each day as mundane as ever. i'll rot and decompose by the time we get to sec 4 graduation.

i'm sorry if any of this offends anybody. i just had to let out my heavy feelings. probably why during havoc sharing sessions i dont have anything to share cos im used to holding back and hiding my feelings for maybe a year now? i can stand taller now.

2009-09-04T21:31:00.001+08:00

im being good and trying to study and finish homework as fast as possible. only a few know why im being so good heh D:

i dont want to go madrasah tomorrow.

2009-09-02T21:39:00.007+08:00

i wont be sad, cos thats just a fucking waste of time. regret going home tday. have superbad news but i dont wna talk about it.

on a brighter note,
i went out w nabilah tday! :D was fun, talked alot. wont go deeper but i lovelove today and siti nabilah bte rahman!

yesterday lepaked w nabs and ala. got damn pissed w hilman.
thanks to both of my lovies for brightening up my tuesday! lovelovelove havoc.
ALA, remember to return my (bpk nye) umbrella! kalau boleh this saturday lps your madrasah ok!

on monday had a superduper blast i luvluvluvvvvvvvvv prps batch '08 rock like #%%&*%^ alot i luvluv them!

I LUV HAVOC ALOT OK THEY FOEVA MY LOVIES K DONT STEAL THEM K BYE!

2009-08-18T09:24:00.001+08:00

not at sch tday!^^

i dreamt abt the teachers allowing the class to re-take sci test. evrybdy were v happy, esp yuling. :D

happy dreams are nice.(:

time to eat ubat!

2009-08-09T16:17:00.001+08:00

feeling unexpectdly sad? weird much.

tmrw the little girl coming home and i maybe going arinah's house to mug.

happy 44th, S'pore :D

2009-08-08T21:03:00.004+08:00

AND I HOLD TWO OF NAB'S SECRET HAHAHAH i just rmbred.

its so weird. v little (ex)pasirians are online. either go malaysia or watch big momma's house hahahahahaahahahahahahaha

k anw the house so quiet without --------------->

i miss her.

2009-08-07T20:55:00.002+08:00

been mugging aft sch w nabz. hasnt been productive but i did homework!:D tday din, tho, cos nabz got rash hehe.

everybody's so sad these days. including me, i guess. but im nt emo, i just like to be quiet and let my brain think hehehehe so chey. MUST BE THE CTS. k anw aisyah i love you so dont be sad okay youve got us!(:

2009-08-02T21:26:00.000+08:00

i was right, i didnt do ANYTHING(i mean, homework) yesterday

2009-08-01T19:24:00.005+08:00

yesterday's CEYD was $&%^#&^ awesome!!!
visited PRPS and yay i miss prps so much hahaha k anw found out that superjunior hockey girls got into semis(AND the tchers blanje-d them macs. wah thanks eh the most WE got was blanja frm mr k tu pun cocoa 30cents and cos he wna cheer us up. THANKS EH TCHERS) and watched superjunior soccer yesterday! haha prelims going on for p6s but I LOVE PRPS HEHEHEHEHEHEHHE

k anw, tday im supposed to finish all my hw(wont happen, seriously) cos tmrw there's the group practice for rona (mental note: memorise script!!! D:)

short post.

THANKS EH AMIRUL SHAMIN FOR LAUGHING YO ASS OUT ON MY NAME. THANKS EH. (wah geram pe D: !!!!! conferm he say "youre welcome" nye sheeeeesh typical)

2009-07-25T21:46:00.003+08:00

tomorrow liv match. gta finish hw!!!!! D: D: D:

6 MORE DAYS TO CEYD!

2009-07-23T21:22:00.004+08:00

tday was fun. lepaked w nab and ala (and hilman later on) in tamp 1 and blocks near prss. they managed to convince me to put up my (long) fringe to give some air to my (small) fringe cos they said it was funny when my (long) fringe was put down. hhahahahaha. anw sabo-ed nab in bus! :D:D:D

yesterday was fun-er. bought spikes and lepaked w nab and shahfiqah! joked like a hell lot until time passes like VOOOM k anw slept like pig when got home!(thats why i wasnt online heheheheh)

tomorrow got lit! yay cos i cnt wait to get over w the presentation. mr aiman's lessons are bearable recently so yay again. but alaaaaaaaaah cos tmrw got jogging. i think i should poke the sole of my foot into smth so that it bleeds and YAY got excuse! hahahahaa k bye.

8 MORE DAYS TO CEYD!

2009-07-17T22:33:00.002+08:00

im v sad.

i dont like it when friends fight, i really dont. and i hate it even more if i wasnt in any part of it, yet some of the words being said stabbed me. the world's a confusing and conflicting place, and maybe both of you cant take it anymore. i do understand BOTH of your feelings, but it hurts when you two are fighting and we get pulled in. i dont know how to phrase it in words, but i really can see in both of your views. please, dont fight. please, im not asking you to change yourselves, but please, we're also here. i'm here. and if both of you dont know how much it hurts me, then im sorry, because friends understand each other.

2009-07-17T09:49:00.004+08:00

PRIMARY 6 MEMORIES-

HAVOC! <3<3<3

Sound quality very deafening, but very memorable lah ok!

yeah, i wasnt in dance, but IEP was so very memorable ok. public speaking workshop go crappy w nurania, jeremy, wei jie and the rest of the p6s. oh yeah not to mention i slept hahahahaa.
the people dance v nice. radiya and nabilah tried to teach me but i failed at the first step(couldnt do asli back then. after training v hard thanks to both of them i got into MLDDS because of my expertise in asli(CHEY!)

2009-07-14T19:36:00.002+08:00

MET HAVOC,
to be frank, wasnt a blast but it was superduper great seeing the peeps together again!

2009-07-13T21:58:00.001+08:00

ohoh , last thing i wna say,

I MUST/NEED/HAVE TO MEET HAVOC! because we're kinda all drifting apart(other than nabilah and alyaa) and then we're not gna be havocalistics anymore and thats veryvery sad ):

2009-07-13T21:50:00.004+08:00

the comp's too painful to approach anymore.
im sad, but not emo though.

KHAIRIAH GET WELL! :D

will not be posting for a long time, so please dont give me tags telling me to update my blog. read ^ THAT again if any confusion may occur in your head. thankyou.

2009-07-12T17:37:00.001+08:00

i found this at LMS notice board:
Please kindly note that the latest instruction from MOE is that CCAs will continue to be cancelled for T3W3

BAIK PE HAHAHAH thanks seh MOE !

2009-07-11T21:07:00.002+08:00

I MISS HAVOCALISTICS TO THE MAX MAX MAX x10000000 I LOVELOVELOVE HAVOC FOREVER WILL AH CRAP I MISS HAVOC!!!!!

2009-07-11T19:51:00.010+08:00

They say pictures speak a thousand words , so here are pictures!!! :D:D:D
enjoy,

qistina's camera phone is v dark(and lousy, hahahaha jk qis)

funny face taught by nabilah!:D

my little fringe(underneath my long one) and me(oh and qistina also!)

amalena's very very spacious bedroom :D

me, qis, ama! lovelovelove:D:D:D

cant stop camwhoring.

notenote : (qistina face look like cine)

the very fun mirror ! (sorry qistina if you din want this pic on the net hehehe)

ATTEMPT AT BEING A MINAH SKOLAH !:D:D

notenote: (skirt should be higher until right beneath boobs)

arinah adli ! in her very nice bedroom !

the one, two, three, four, five of us in arinah's house !:D:D:D